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♥ KennardOngHanQuan , 11/11/11,11:11am.
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#3 , Belated 6th monthsary . <3
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
Okay, my last post was about my 2nd monthsary with baby. & guess what? This time it's about our 6th monthsary! ^.^ hehehe. I guess both of us also didn't expect t last till so long. HAHAHA.

Well, during these 4months, we quarrelled a lot. Like seriously a lot. We broke up on my birthday, & then subsequently got back together again. I guess from then on, we learnt t cherish each other? Obstacles one after another. We almost gave up though. & then during march, baby went taiwan for a month. That's when I miss him like some mad women. I guess baby did miss me like some mad man also. :B right baby? HAHAHA. & so much more things happened... Cried a lot, smiled a lot, got upset a lot and many more. Haha.

I guess this is what makes our love stronger? Hehe. Okay, photos shall do the talking. :B

To my dearest babyboy, KennardOng ;
Hi baby, I know this 6months together was tough. We faced many problems. But yeah, we overcame it together again and again. Yeah, on a few occasions we almost gave up on each other. But we didn't right? You were stressed up and all that.. That was when my life was the most miserable. :x no lah, as in your attitude ah... Cannot maintain one. :x I know, I have been unreasonable, asking for break up when we quarrel. I'm glad that you didn't let me go, instead you gave in. But I also got give in ley.. Don't forget k? LOLOLOL. Hmmm.. Yeah, I changed a lot for you also.. You should know.. We went through many ups and downs together, thinking back, it's not easy.
Baby, I'm sorry for feeling insecure all the time. It's not that I want but you know, I'm afraid t lose you. I just can't stand the thought that after me, you will love other girls like how you once loved me.. I know, t you I'm not cherishing you, not giving you enough freedom, I just want you t spend more time with me is it too much t ask for? I know it's not easy t balance your relationship, friendship, family & army life together. I'm not blaming you k? I know I'm not a good girlfriend, but I will try t be one k? iloveyou baby. Look through all these photos & look at how much we went through.. I hope, really hope we can last.. No 3rd party, no lies, no nothing. Just honesty & be faithful, okay? Happy 6months & 4days. Hehehe. Loveyou baby. <3

#2 , 2nd monthsary , <3
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Yes, it's me & my babyboy second monthsary today. ^^ but sadly, he needs t do his duty & can't even meet me. :( sigh... When will we get t celebrate our monthsary tgt? Nevermind, as promised, I'm willing t wait for baby t finish his NS. I shall tolerate!

Baby got pissed off with me for th first time yesterday. :/ cried & cried & cried. Went t have dinner with grandparents & relatives. Almost broke down when they talk about baby. Met baby at night & everything is fine now. Imma happygirl95 right now. ^^ gave baby his own space & I'm proud of myself. Hehehe. But still, I do get paranoid & sensitive. :/ shall get used t it.

& now, I don't even know what is baby doing. No msg from him or call. Sigh.. Still hope tmr can meet him... &&& my appeal results are out tmr, pls fucking give me th courseeeee! I don't want t redo my 'N's again. :( pretty pls?

Lastly, happy 2nd monthsary babyboy. iloveyou. You're my last love, forever & always. <3

#1 , Yourlove, mydrug.
Tuesday, January 3, 2012


See that guy above that picture? Yes, ilovehim. Hahaha, reopening this blog was also because of this lovely boyfriend of mine. So baby, you better be touched eh. :B

#timecheck ; 1.51am.

Baby, you cannot blame me for not sleeping early k? I'm staying up t make this blog ley~ cannot angry hor! :P seriously, i didn't thought that we can last till now. With your old habits & all that... i'm glad that you're willing t change those bad habits of yours because of me. I've seen th change in you. BUT, everytime ask you sleep you bluff me hor?! TSK! Never sleep jiu say nor, no need lie what. x.x I hope what you promised me are not bullshits too, okay? One more thing, i realized i dont have enough pictures taken with you eh! :/ LOL. now i regretted not taking more of it. :B i know, you must be thinking, " see lah! ask you take more you don't want! " right? hehehe.

Okay, imma gonna play audi soon. ^^ cannot scold me hor! :P k, read below for more thoughts of mine. <3

Especially for you, KennardOng.
Baby, i know we have been tgt for only 1month plus soon-going-t-be 2months. Although time is short, you have made many mmrs for me t remember already. Happy, sad, jealousy, painful, extremely surprised mmrs. Rmb? When you took me t work for th first time? We sat on th bus all th way t habourfront, & that's when we first kissed. Oh no, or should i  say you stole that kiss? LOL. & then you were so protective. You didnt mind about looks, so on. i thought you were like any other guys, who go for looks. But, you proved me wrong. (: i'm so glad that i found you, you made me feel like accepting you was NOT a wrong choice. Our first time going WWW. All those are beautiful mmrs, really beautiful. Watching movies tgt, you coming my family's chalet & many more. Baby, i'm not asking for much, i just hope that we can last tgt for as long as we can, can? I'm willing t wait for you t finish NS, finish studying or whatever that you need t do. You will be busy with your NS stuffs soon, lesser time for me, & soon you'll be heading t taiwan. I promise, i will wait. I will definitely wait for you t come back. iloveyoubaby. <3